Saturday, June 4, 2011

Psalm 119

Psalm 119 :)

Joyful are people of integrity,
who follow the instructions of the Lord.

2 Joyful are those who obey his laws
and search for him with all their hearts.

3 They do not compromise with evil,
and they walk only in his paths.

4 You have charged us
to keep your commandments carefully.

5 Oh, that my actions would consistently
reflect your decrees!

6 Then I will not be ashamed
when I compare my life with your commands.

7 As I learn your righteous regulations,
I will thank you by living as I should!

8 I will obey your decrees.
Please don’t give up on me!

Beth

9 How can a young person stay pure?
By obeying your word.

10 I have tried hard to find you—
don’t let me wander from your commands.

11 I have hidden your word in my heart,
that I might not sin against you.

12 I praise you, O Lord;
teach me your decrees.

13 I have recited aloud
all the regulations you have given us.

14 I have rejoiced in your laws
as much as in riches.

15 I will study your commandments
and reflect on your ways.

16 I will delight in your decrees
and not forget your word.

Gimel

17 Be good to your servant,
that I may live and obey your word.

18 Open my eyes to see
the wonderful truths in your instructions.

19 I am only a foreigner in the land.
Don’t hide your commands from me!

20 I am always overwhelmed
with a desire for your regulations.

21 You rebuke the arrogant;
those who wander from your commands are cursed.

22 Don’t let them scorn and insult me,
for I have obeyed your laws.

23 Even princes sit and speak against me,
but I will meditate on your decrees.

24 Your laws please me;
they give me wise advice.

Daleth

25 I lie in the dust;
revive me by your word.

26 I told you my plans, and you answered.
Now teach me your decrees.

27 Help me understand the meaning of your commandments,
and I will meditate on your wonderful deeds.

28 I weep with sorrow;
encourage me by your word.

29 Keep me from lying to myself;
give me the privilege of knowing your instructions.

30 I have chosen to be faithful;
I have determined to live by your regulations.

31 I cling to your laws.
Lord, don’t let me be put to shame!

32 I will pursue your commands,
for you expand my understanding.

He

33 Teach me your decrees, O Lord;
I will keep them to the end.

34 Give me understanding and I will obey your instructions;
I will put them into practice with all my heart.

35 Make me walk along the path of your commands,
for that is where my happiness is found.

36 Give me an eagerness for your laws
rather than a love for money!

37 Turn my eyes from worthless things,
and give me life through your word.t

38 Reassure me of your promise,
made to those who fear you.

39 Help me abandon my shameful ways;
for your regulations are good.

40 I long to obey your commandments!
Renew my life with your goodness.

Waw

41 Lord, give me your unfailing love,
the salvation that you promised me.

42 Then I can answer those who taunt me,
for I trust in your word.

43 Do not snatch your word of truth from me,
for your regulations are my only hope.

44 I will keep on obeying your instructions
forever and ever.

45 I will walk in freedom,
for I have devoted myself to your commandments.

46 I will speak to kings about your laws,
and I will not be ashamed.

47 How I delight in your commands!
How I love them!

48 I honor and love your commands.
I meditate on your decrees.

Zayin

49 Remember your promise to me;
it is my only hope.

50 Your promise revives me;
it comforts me in all my troubles.

51 The proud hold me in utter contempt,
but I do not turn away from your instructions.

52 I meditate on your age-old regulations;
O Lord, they comfort me.

53 I become furious with the wicked,
because they reject your instructions.

54 Your decrees have been the theme of my songs
wherever I have lived.

55 I reflect at night on who you are, O Lord;
therefore, I obey your instructions.

56 This is how I spend my life:
obeying your commandments.

Heth

57 Lord, you are mine!
I promise to obey your words!

58 With all my heart I want your blessings.
Be merciful as you promised.

59 I pondered the direction of my life,
and I turned to follow your laws.

60 I will hurry, without delay,
to obey your commands.

61 Evil people try to drag me into sin,
but I am firmly anchored to your instructions.

62 I rise at midnight to thank you
for your just regulations.

63 I am a friend to anyone who fears you—
anyone who obeys your commandments.

64 O Lord, your unfailing love fills the earth;
teach me your decrees.

Teth

65 You have done many good things for me, Lord,
just as you promised.

66 I believe in your commands;
now teach me good judgment and knowledge.

67 I used to wander off until you disciplined me;
but now I closely follow your word.

68 You are good and do only good;
teach me your decrees.

69 Arrogant people smear me with lies,
but in truth I obey your commandments with all my heart.

70 Their hearts are dull and stupid,
but I delight in your instructions.

71 My suffering was good for me,
for it taught me to pay attention to your decrees.

72 Your instructions are more valuable to me
than millions in gold and silver.

Yodh

73 You made me; you created me.
Now give me the sense to follow your commands.

74 May all who fear you find in me a cause for joy,
for I have put my hope in your word.

75 I know, O Lord, that your regulations are fair;
you disciplined me because I needed it.

76 Now let your unfailing love comfort me,
just as you promised me, your servant.

77 Surround me with your tender mercies so I may live,
for your instructions are my delight.

78 Bring disgrace upon the arrogant people who lied about me;
meanwhile, I will concentrate on your commandments.

79 Let me be united with all who fear you,
with those who know your laws.

80 May I be blameless in keeping your decrees;
then I will never be ashamed.

Kaph

81 I am worn out waiting for your rescue,
but I have put my hope in your word.

82 My eyes are straining to see your promises come true.
When will you comfort me?

83 I am shriveled like a wineskin in the smoke,
but I have not forgotten to obey your decrees.

84 How long must I wait?
When will you punish those who persecute me?

85 These arrogant people who hate your instructions
have dug deep pits to trap me.

86 All your commands are trustworthy.
Protect me from those who hunt me down without cause.

87 They almost finished me off,
but I refused to abandon your commandments.

88 In your unfailing love, spare my life;
then I can continue to obey your laws.

Lamedh

89 Your eternal word, O Lord,
stands firm in heaven.

90 Your faithfulness extends to every generation,
as enduring as the earth you created.

91 Your regulations remain true to this day,
for everything serves your plans.

92 If your instructions hadn’t sustained me with joy,
I would have died in my misery.

93 I will never forget your commandments,
for by them you give me life.

94 I am yours; rescue me!
For I have worked hard at obeying your commandments.

95 Though the wicked hide along the way to kill me,
I will quietly keep my mind on your laws.

96 Even perfection has its limits,
but your commands have no limit.

Mem

97 Oh, how I love your instructions!
I think about them all day long.

98 Your commands make me wiser than my enemies,
for they are my constant guide.

99 Yes, I have more insight than my teachers,
for I am always thinking of your laws.

100 I am even wiser than my elders,
for I have kept your commandments.

101 I have refused to walk on any evil path,
so that I may remain obedient to your word.

102 I haven’t turned away from your regulations,
for you have taught me well.

103 How sweet your words taste to me;
they are sweeter than honey.

104 Your commandments give me understanding;
no wonder I hate every false way of life.

Nun

105 Your word is a lamp to guide my feet
and a light for my path.

106 I’ve promised it once, and I’ll promise it again:
I will obey your righteous regulations.

107 I have suffered much, O Lord;
restore my life again as you promised.

108 Lord, accept my offering of praise,
and teach me your regulations.

109 My life constantly hangs in the balance,
but I will not stop obeying your instructions.

110 The wicked have set their traps for me,
but I will not turn from your commandments.

111 Your laws are my treasure;
they are my heart’s delight.

112 I am determined to keep your decrees
to the very end.

Samekh

113 I hate those with divided loyalties,
but I love your instructions.

114 You are my refuge and my shield;
your word is my source of hope.

115 Get out of my life, you evil-minded people,
for I intend to obey the commands of my God.

116 Lord, sustain me as you promised, that I may live!
Do not let my hope be crushed.

117 Sustain me, and I will be rescued;
then I will meditate continually on your decrees.

118 But you have rejected all who stray from your decrees.
They are only fooling themselves.

119 You skim off the wicked of the earth like scum;
no wonder I love to obey your laws!

120 I tremble in fear of you;
I stand in awe of your regulations.

Ayin

121 Don’t leave me to the mercy of my enemies,
for I have done what is just and right.

122 Please guarantee a blessing for me.
Don’t let the arrogant oppress me!

123 My eyes strain to see your rescue,
to see the truth of your promise fulfilled.

124 I am your servant; deal with me in unfailing love,
and teach me your decrees.

125 Give discernment to me, your servant;
then I will understand your laws.

126 Lord, it is time for you to act,
for these evil people have violated your instructions.

127 Truly, I love your commands
more than gold, even the finest gold.

128 Each of your commandments is right.
That is why I hate every false way.

Pe

129 Your laws are wonderful.
No wonder I obey them!

130 The teaching of your word gives light,
so even the simple can understand.

131 I pant with expectation,
longing for your commands.

132 Come and show me your mercy,
as you do for all who love your name.

133 Guide my steps by your word,
so I will not be overcome by evil.

134 Ransom me from the oppression of evil people;
then I can obey your commandments.

135 Look upon me with love;
teach me your decrees.

136 Rivers of tears gush from my eyes
because people disobey your instructions.

Tsadhe

137 O Lord, you are righteous,
and your regulations are fair.

138 Your laws are perfect
and completely trustworthy.

139 I am overwhelmed with indignation,
for my enemies have disregarded your words.

140 Your promises have been thoroughly tested;
that is why I love them so much.

141 I am insignificant and despised,
but I don’t forget your commandments.

142 Your justice is eternal,
and your instructions are perfectly true.

143 As pressure and stress bear down on me,
I find joy in your commands.

144 Your laws are always right;
help me to understand them so I may live.

Qoph

145 I pray with all my heart; answer me, Lord!
I will obey your decrees.

146 I cry out to you; rescue me,
that I may obey your laws.

147 I rise early, before the sun is up;
I cry out for help and put my hope in your words.

148 I stay awake through the night,
thinking about your promise.

149 In your faithful love, O Lord, hear my cry;
let me be revived by following your regulations.

150 Lawless people are coming to attack me;
they live far from your instructions.

151 But you are near, O Lord,
and all your commands are true.

152 I have known from my earliest days
that your laws will last forever.

Resh

153 Look upon my suffering and rescue me,
for I have not forgotten your instructions.

154 Argue my case; take my side!
Protect my life as you promised.

155 The wicked are far from rescue,
for they do not bother with your decrees.

156 Lord, how great is your mercy;
let me be revived by following your regulations.

157 Many persecute and trouble me,
yet I have not swerved from your laws.

158 Seeing these traitors makes me sick at heart,
because they care nothing for your word.

159 See how I love your commandments, Lord.
Give back my life because of your unfailing love.

160 The very essence of your words is truth;
all your just regulations will stand forever.

Shin

161 Powerful people harass me without cause,
but my heart trembles only at your word.

162 I rejoice in your word
like one who discovers a great treasure.

163 I hate and abhor all falsehood,
but I love your instructions.

164 I will praise you seven times a day
because all your regulations are just.

165 Those who love your instructions have great peace
and do not stumble.

166 I long for your rescue, Lord,
so I have obeyed your commands.

167 I have obeyed your laws,
for I love them very much.

168 Yes, I obey your commandments and laws
because you know everything I do.

Taw

169 O Lord, listen to my cry;
give me the discerning mind you promised.

170 Listen to my prayer;
rescue me as you promised.

171 Let praise flow from my lips,
for you have taught me your decrees.

172 Let my tongue sing about your word,
for all your commands are right.

173 Give me a helping hand,
for I have chosen to follow your commandments.

174 O Lord, I have longed for your rescue,
and your instructions are my delight.

175 Let me live so I can praise you,
and may your regulations help me.

176 I have wandered away like a lost sheep;
come and find me,
for I have not forgotten your commands.

Dreams

Ok so yesterday I was explaining to my coworkers the reason for my fear of Dolphins...

I once had a dream where my family was going on vacation in Cancun and we went to a sea exhibit where they let you ride dolphins. I didn't really want to be there but I figured I would go to support my family. While waiting on the sidelines watching my brother about to ride a dolphin I got the VERY CREEPY sensation that something was watching me. (You know when someone is CLEARLY looking at you, and when you look back at them they turn away like they were not just staring at you???) WELLLLLL thats what the dolphin my brother was about to ride was doing to me. Just staring and then turning away. Being sneaky....

I woke up and since then I have been terrified of sea animals...
According to my coworker Danay and her dream book (smh) Dolphins represent intelligence and therefore I am scared of my own intelligence. My conclusion :I am a genius! :)


Thursday, June 2, 2011

Thursday Art

Like David did...

A while ago, in church our pastor asked us to ask God who we were in the bible... I totally forgot to do that, so the following week when people were saying names like Moses, Esther, and Abraham, I had no answer.

I then came up with Ruth... which I still agree with cuz she has a great story but now I think God is leading me somewhere else.

to good ole .......DAVID...and No I don't feel like a man :)

David's story is really all about TRUST, and stepping into your destiny. Can you imagine, being the SMALLEST one in your family but then you are selected as King, he was a mere boy when he defeated Goliath. I keep thinking about the kids I babysit killing a nine foot giant. WOW! David then went n t have many triumphs and deep dark struggling moments and he kept crying out to GOD for help.I feel like this alot, sometimes I wonder if the plan GOD has for me will work, or if it is even feasible but then I HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT my GOD made this whooooooole universe and everything in it. He is bigger than my problems, bigger than my fears, bigger than my worries and bigger than my small mind and ego. THEREFORE anything that he says will happen certainly can and will happen. Sometimes you just need to get out of your own small mind and let God do the work through you.

Monday, May 30, 2011

New posts coming :)
Poetry and pictures on the way soon...

is like the light of morning at sunrise,
like a morning without clouds,
like the gleaming of the sun
on new grass after rain.’

Monday, March 7, 2011

Weekly Blessing

Dear Friends,

In the Name of Jesus Christ, may God's best come upon you as you obey God's Word. For since the world began, no ear has heard, and no eye has seen a God like our God, who works for those who wait for Him!

I bless you with the promises of God. Commit everything you do to the LORD. Trust Him, and He will help you. What a privilege you have been given; to trust in Christ.

May your inward, spiritual man become a giant in God's eyes. Because the Holy Spirit has come upon you, may you tell people everywhere about your Savior. And may the Spirit of truth continue to guide you into all truth.

Now I pray that God, who gives you hope, will keep you happy and full of peace as you believe in Him. May you overflow with hope through the power of the Holy Spirit. I bless you in Jesus’ name.

With great hope and much love,

PF

Monday, January 24, 2011

WOW I have been very negligent over here:
BUT ANYWAYS!
New year, new stuff, i guess lol.
I have decided to apply for Teach For America so that is what I am doing now. I am ready for a change and I am asking God to lead me.

Heres a good prayer:
Dear Lord,
You are so wonderful to me, I want you to use me. Use me in anyway you can father, for the glory of your kingdom. Show me where your want me to go, open my eyes to the splendor of your ways and lead me down YOUR path. I understand that I need to lay myself down, in order to do your work. Thank you for your endless love and support. Amen

Forgive my atrocious typing, yall know i don't like proofreading lol